Back to the World

One Wounded Marines Journey Home

 

by Dave Stromire

Echo 2/1 68-69

 

 

 

   When I was Still in Nam.  I always new “HOW” our fallen brothers went home.  We would even have a ceremony for them at the end of each month with Stack Arms.   It was always a sad day for us who survived another day. Some feeling even guilty for even thinking, they were glad it was not them that day.

 

     I always wondered about the wounded in the Medevacs and where they went, how they were doing and if they would they make it.  Most of the wounded, even though pretty bad, would live and were headed back to the world.  Some whole, and some not whole.

 

    This is the story, of my journey home.  I know many wounded will relate and some may not.  Only because, their wounds were more severe then mine.  And for those who survived Nam without physical injury will always wonder, what ever happened to those who left Nam before their tour was up.  We wounded always wondered about our brothers that were left to take over for us.  How did they get home? And what ever happened to them?

  

    I even checked in with our local Marine recruiters once. I asked if they had any old leatherneck magazines. I wanted to find out about Pipestone Canyon. The recruiter told me that he had heard of it.  And that it was bad.  So I worried even more about my 2/1 brothers.  Since I was the first Medevac of the operation, I also was spared from the rest of the operation.

  

   Here is my journey home from Nam and I am looking forward to reading stories of YOUR Journeys.  From the day, I was patched up and shot up with morphine, and told I was going home. To The day, I knocked on my Parents door nearly a whole year had passed.  So for some of us wounded, our arriving home was prolonged awhile.

   

   Doc Bo and my squad carried me to the waiting chopper.  I could hear them yelling over the loud whirling noise of the chopper blades, that I was going to be OK and was going home. "Your going back to the world Dave, You’re going Home." That was mid morning of May 25th 1969.  Twenty minutes later. I lay on the operating table at First Medical battalion.  I was numbed from the waist down and awake during my first surgery.  Doc Wilkinson who served with Echo in the bush and remembers Camsa left Echo and was on duty at first Med the day I came in.  He could possibly have helped with my first surgery.

 

   I remember lying on my belly, my legs were twisted and conformed in all kinds of positions, while the major pieces of shrapnel, was being removed from what used to look like legs.  Then I was bandaged up and hit again with morphine.  That next day, I was awakened out of morphine-induced sleep.  A Marine Captain and his aid with a black and white Polaroid camera handed me a Purple Heart, told me to pose holding it and smile.  After the picture was fully developed.  He told me to write on the back of the picture, and tell my Mom I was OK.  He put the picture in an envelope addressed to my parents and stamped and sealed it.  Then he took the Purple Heart back and went down the row of beds, repeating the same thing with the other wounded.  At the time, I never had a second thought about it.  I just wanted a smoke. 

 

    I found Cigarettes tasted great on morphine, but there had to be someone there to grab the cigarette as the morphine put me out.  When I woke up again I was on my way to Japan.  In Japan, I was transferred from the Air Force Base to the Navy Hospital on the out side of a chopper.  Just Like on “MASH” I was loaded on Morphine and flown at tree top level.  It was kind of cool.   But that was all to change when I arrived at the Yakuska Navy Hospital.  By then I was still in the same bandages for twenty-four hours.  And it was time to change the dressings.  I had never gone through so much pain in my life! 

 

    Even to this day, I have not experienced that much pain.  If it had not been for the Corpsman, holding me down. I think I would have been jailed for assaulting a Navy Officer.  I used every foul word a Marine ever came up with, and with tears in my eyes, I threatened the Doctors life.  He just smiled. It felt like my skin was being peeled off from my legs.  Just when they finished and I caught my breath they actually began to scrub my wounds to purposely make them bleed so they could heal from the inside out.  The Nurse shot me up with morphine and my legs were wrapped again.  I laid back and lit a smoke, with the nurse standing at the ready.  In case I fell off to sleep.  But, not this time.  I was going to enjoy being somewhat pain free.  I said, “Man I am glad that is over”. That’s when half the ward broke out in laughter.  I asked “what is so funny”.  The Marine in the bed next to me said, “Hey, we get our dressing changed twice a day here.  And the pain does not get any better”.  What he said, turned out to be very true.   

 

   When those double doors opened every morning at eight, I cringed.  The Doc, the Nurse and Corpsman pushing the dressing cart came in those dreaded doors.  After a few days of that, one of the sweetest Navy Lt. Nurse started feeling sorry for me.  When the doors opened, she would come down to my bed, and really soak my dressings with hydrogen peroxide and hit me with a shot of morphine.  There was a row of about ten beds on each side of the room and I was on the first row about eight beds up.  So when that nightmare of a cart got to me.  I was heavily under the influence of the morphine.  Removing my dressings was not so bad anymore, but they still had to scrub my wounds.  The morphine really did not help with that, but when they were done with me I could somewhat relax.

 

    I went through two more surgeries and that’s when the doctor told me I would never walk again. That both my legs had too much nerve damage.  My left foot was fractured pretty bad when the mine blew off my boots and my right foot was bad also.  I had to sleep with my foot in a box, so that nothing would touch it.  Also, I had a box on my wheel chair to protect my foot, because my right leg was stuck out in front of me. It was called causalgia of the right foot.  And I could not move my toes.

 

   After 20 days in Japan on June fifteenth, the head of the hospital, who was a high-ranking Navy Officer came in and made his rounds.  When he got to me he asked me with a startled face.  “Wow Son! How old are you, 18?“ I said “No Sir, I just turned nineteen yesterday”.  “You look so young!  Did you get your cake and Red Cross birthday box?”  Which were socks, toothbrush, Bible, and a few other little things?  I said “No Sir; I did not know I was supposed to”.  "WOE "!   Was that the wrong answer? He chewed out every Corpsman and Nurse and anyone who worked on that ward.  And told them to get my cake up here ASAP.  When he left, they all looked at me as if it was my fault and a couple of Corpsman said “Thanks a lot Stromire”. 

 

   From that time on, until they shipped me to the States, I was treated as if I had leprosy and two of the head Corpsman, screwed with me so much I just wanted out of there, and they knew it.  So twice a week when they called the names of those who were to go home they would call my name.  I wheeled up there all excited then the head Corpsman would say “Stromire, it says here that you are an ambulatory patient, and the only way you are getting on that plane, is when you walk on”.  So holding back my tears, I tried to stand, but fell on my face.  I climbed back into my wheelchair and went back to my bed.  Sometimes I was left for hours without any care.  Laying there naked humiliated and with no bandages.  I would write home and tell my parents that I was OK, but I think they forgot me laying here.

 

   Then one day when the Two Corpsman who had it in for me, were off duty.  I heard my name called to go home.  I wheeled up there, this time not so excited, but with a small ounce of hope.  I asked them at the desk, “did I hear my name Right? Am I going home?”  He said “Yep Dave; we have a stretcher waiting for you now”.  I was told I was going to a Navy Hospital that was best suited for my type of nerve damage and wounds. That they would try and get me one closest to my home which was Oak Knoll Navy Hospital in California? Just a little over six hundred miles from my home in Portland Oregon.  I was put on the stretcher, and wheeled out to the Air force Transport plane.

   

"My great big beautiful freedom bird!"  As I was taken out towards the plane.  I set up and gave that Hospital and those jerks my middle finger.  The plane had beds strapped along the walls about three high. There were maybe about forty Marines, and we had a beautiful Round Eyed air force Nurse to every ten Marines. They were like airline stewardess, always checking on us, seeing if we needed anything.  So much better then the way I was treated at Yakuska Japan.  Many hours later I was awoke from the "cheering" of forty Marines touching down on American soil.  At Travis Air Force Base just south of Oakland California I was put in an ambulance it was just me and the driver and his assistant. 

 

     We were driving north on a California Freeway.  I was setting up just looking at all the Americans in total Awe.  The ambulance driver and his friend were just laughing at all the stupid comments I was making.  When that congested freeway would slow to a snail pace.  I would sit up and smile, and soak it all in.  When we got to the Hospital, I was brought through the main lobby doors.  I was sitting up looking at all the people going about there own business.  They probably thought I was just in a car accident.  They had no idea I was coming back from Nam.

 

   After I was assigned my ward and bed, I immediately saw a big difference from the Navy personal here, then in Japan.  In fact when payday came around.  I wheeled in the paymaster’s room to get my first paycheck since leaving Nam.  The Marine LT. refused to pay me until I got a regulation haircut.  I cussed him out and went storming out of the room in my wheelchair ramming right into a Navy Captain.  He said “Hold on Boy!  What is wrong with you?”  I said “Sorry Sir” and told him my situation.  He said “follow me son” and I wheeled back in that room where the Captain had The Marine Lt. stand at attention.  He said, “Pay this Marine  

now and do not come in here messing with my Marines”.

 

    The Lt. told me to sign my name, and handed me my check.  Even though I was unfortunate to have a bad experience with the Corpsman in Japan I was also very fortunate to have the Navy and the Corpsman in Oakland.  I am well aware, that sometimes you just meet bad people.  I would never “not give” a Corpsman their rightly deserved due.  “I hold all Navy Corpsman in the highest regard”.

 

   My time in Oak Knoll was filled with good days and bad. The bad days, consisted of many Spinal Taps, trying to find the right nerves to sever in my spinal cord, to deaden the pain to my right foot.  And (many) other surgery's which have done nothing for my drop foot and chronic pain.

 

   I also had many, many great times.  I was lucky that the hospital was in California.  Because, many Movie Stars and Sports Players came to visit the wards. Since, I was to far from home I usually had the four-person room to myself on weekends.  When the “Stars” made the rounds, I had them in my room to myself.  My favorite visit was on a weekend, when all my room buddies had gone home.  I was setting in my wheelchair, shaving and had just finished one side of my face when in walked Audrey Hepburn.  She asked me why I was not home for the weekend.  After I told her. “She Kissed Me “on my just shaved side of the face.  I was in love. 

 

    After many, more spinal taps with that very long needle.  My Doctor found the nerve that was causing all the pain.  He went in through my side and cut the nerve.  This relieved the sensitivity enough that I could finally put a sock and shoe on that foot.  After coming to the conclusion that nothing more could be done for me I would just have to suffer the pain, the rest of my life.  Or, I could have the same thing done on the other side, which would completely numb me and kill my sex life. I agreed with their first opinion!  So I was sent home to wait for my Military discharge. 

 

    I was one Happy Marine.  I was finally going Home.  I even put my uniform on, and I was driven to the Oakland train Depot.  My cousin Charles, who lived near Oakland, bought me a fifth of Rum and a six-pack of Coke.  I was helped on the train, and seated next to a collage student.  He was going home to visit his family in Southern Oregon.  He had two bottles of Champagne that his girlfriend bought him.  We got along great and shared our booze and stories.

 

  Unfortunately there were two dirty long hair hippy types in the seat in front of us.  One of them turned around and asked me. “How Many Baby's did you Kill?"  He immediately got a champagne bottle up side his head. The other one got a champagne shampoo.  I was not going to waste my Rum on the likes of them two. The whole train car broke out in laughter and clapped for us. 

 

    When I arrived in Portland, I don’t really know why, but I did not want to go home to my parents just yet.  I stayed drunk for two more weeks.  Maybe it was because of all that morphine.  I did not know how to act, without being high.  My best friends Mom and Pop persuaded me to go home.  So one day after so many days since May 25th 1969 I was at my folk’s house knocking at the door.  They took me in with Open arms.  We set up all night talking.  When my little Sister stood there staring at me like I was some big hero it dawned on me.   I was Home; I was "BACK TO THE WORLD."   I am still in pain.  “But I am walking”.